Toast, Milk and A Poem

I think I lost you, at the moment I thought I had the universe for you.
You were just
Stop.
You told me to run and chase the universe for you, for us.
But no,
You wanted the universe for me.
Then you just let me go, drowning in the universe I don't even understand.
The dark cold universe you thought I could make it warm.
A better place for me; you said.
A better place for me when our planets crashed, and our galaxies fell off.
So that I will forgotten how my universe was only rotated around you.
And I will go on and have my own,
Without you.


Sasha May 23rd 2018 who's apparently listening to John Mayer, a song that my old man used to keep on questioning who the hell he is.

Dengan segelas susu,
Atau segelas kopi,
Roti lapis keju,
atau sepiring nasi,
Tetesan embun pagi,
Atau gemericik hujan,
Terik mentari,
atau hembusan angin,

Cik, cik, gemericik api diamlah sejenak.
Berisik, kamu berisik,
Jadi tenanglah tenang.
Aku disini juga kewalahan,
Gelas-gelas kosong dalam baki itu tetiba menggema.
Denting-denting yang samar,
Kini mereka ribut meronta,
Mereka sibuk minta isian.
Ampun aku minta ampun.
Harus kucari dimana?
Tiada air kupunya jika ada kau api-api.
Apalagi anggur-anggur?
Aduh, duh.
Jika kau tetiba ikut bising
Hey api-api,
Aku minta ampun!

Sasha, oh sudah 2018 rupanya. 16 Januari 2018.