Perayaan menuju kedewasaan tidak perlu dirayakan dengan sampanye, perayaan menyambut kedewasaan hanya penuh substansi kimia yang kau perlukan untuk meghancurkan tiap fungsi organ tubuhmu.Sambutlah ia dengan malam-malam penuh nikotinmu,Karena kau sambut angin malam agar hangat tubuhmu,Asapi jalan pikiranmu, agar terbakar jiwamu.Bukanlah dengan dekapan, atau pergantian energi antara dua insan,Melainkan aliran listrik yang kau nyalakan untuk atur suhu ruangmu.Cahya mentari tiada guna, jika gerahmu mencari...
I didn't know I love the sound of the waters,Until it scrapes the coral down, and vanished to the sea.I didn't know I long for the thunders,Until it breaks the silences that pierced the ears.Maybe I miss the crowds,the clatter of the rivers,the chirping sparrows,the hound of the dogs,Or maybe, just the shoutings horns chiming in the city.The silence never shouted so loud...
Sing to me the rhapsody of death,As the poem and all lexical of living are now unheard.A mistyped in destiny, tattooed on my bloodstream.What should become, halted. Swim away.The cheers from greeting angels, touched by the melody of heaven's harp.Am I there yet?A one-way ticket, of a call to be with the one whom I called home.Is it the time yet? ...
In
Fourteen
A notification popped out on my screen, A message from my old friend asking me a question, "If you can tell your 14 years old self, Sha. What would you tell her?" My mind flews back to that year, A 14 years-old girl who was naive, and free, Full of laughters, Full of sadness she was unaware of. A smirk carved on my...
I don't quite knowHow to sayHow I feel Those three wordsAre said too muchThey're not enough . . If I lay hereIf I just lay hereWould you lie with me and just forget the world? . . Let's waste timeChasing carsAround our heads Hi, how's your self quarantine days going on lately? I hope it is a beautiful weather, a wonderful job you've...
Selabrasi penatnya rindu, yang lengang bak ruang hampa udara. Nafasnya tercabut satu-persatu, Akalnya diam, tak ada bising yang membahana. Hanya rindu yang berbisik, setelah diberi jarak pada waktu. Sudah lama rupanya, Semesta telah berganti rupa sejak kepergiannya. Konsekuensi ditinggalkan, Membekas ruang hampa yang tak berupa. Mengapa pernah ada, Jika untuk pergi. Mengapa pergi, Jika tak dapat merelakan. Kurayakan pesta-pesta kepergian lagi, menyambut masa-masa...
In
the storm.
I owe you the sun, for coming to the raging storm, When you wished for the clear blue sky. It's been long gone for the shine of golden sun. But you came, and look up for one. I had it once, Now I have it none. Something heavy, something steep coral reefs. Pierced the steps along your way to the emerald sea. I...
To the smile of Dionysus, Wine, wealth showered upon him. A festive cornucopia, the covet to malicious hearts. Where did it go? Where all the thunder goes? The dances, the trumpets, the endless nights, Hiding the bombs covered in shadow of laughs. Ode to the chaos Dionysus made, a bless to thee dancing fairies, an assault to man on the throne. Grapes do...
In
Inersia.
Perihal mengejar dan meraih, adalah kosa kata abu untuk sebuah kebahagiaan. Ada kalanya, semua berhenti. Berhenti, Hingga tak bergerak. Bergerak, Hanya untuk berhenti. Terpaku pada massa yang besar, dan gaya yang minim. Tak ada pergerakan; tak ada yang dikejar, tak ada yang diraih. Termanja bak planet-planet yang aman beredar di angkasa. Berputar, berputar, berputar, terus begitu pada orbitnya. Kemana komet-komet itu, Lupakah ia...
